As the tears roll down my face

I have no one. There was a boy that goes to my school that was in a wreck today. Our families are close so I know him fairly well. He was air lifted to UAB and they are doing surgery on his heart right now. He has torn his aorta. I'm at home watching my sister while my mom is down at the hospital. I have no one to talk to or hold me or hear me cry. I can't eat because I feel like I'll vomit. I have no cigs or pot or anything that could make me feel better right now. I want to talk to Jessie, but no one can find him. No one is there. There is nothing I can do. I just need someone or something to be here or help me. Fuck. I'm going to find a movie to watch or something. Bye.